Tonight, I can’t sleep.
& I think of you.
In all actuality, you are still the revolving topic of my mind. Everything reminds me of you. Every aspect of my life has a connection to you.
As I suffer from insomnia, I remember the nights you would come to my aid for my inability to sleep.
As I struggle to properly use a tampon, I think of the lack of attention given to my genital area now.
Funny but its true.
Its mind blowing how God has graced with me strength again. I would not be able to stand so strong without him on my side.
However regardless of God’s immense strength placed upon me, I still ache for you.
One cannot believe how we became everything we said we never would be. Our two and a half years of trials, love, care, admiration, & commitment all lie in vain upon us.
We’re no longer meant to be. Our paths have crossed for a reason but it is not intertwined forever. As our fingers & heart separate, so do our lives & paths & there is no returning. I know this is the end of it. We’re moving on with our lives.
I love you always. I hope one day you can return here to read my thoughts one last time before you no longer know me.
Tonight, I can’t sleep. Evidently I think of you, in all actuality you are still the revolving topic in my mind. Everything reminds me of you. Every little aspect of my life has a connection to you. As I lay in bed unable to sleep, I think of the nights I would complain of my inability to sleep. Even as I place a tampon, I think of you LOL. It became harder for me to place one because of the lack of attention to my crotch. Funny to write this, but its true. Sincerely, we have become everything we never said we would be. We have disrespected all those years we spent together. We are each disgusting to one’s own. Our fate misnamed is simply in vain because of our actions today.
Cunt.
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